Well time sure flies. And procrastination has gone too far. Heh. June is gone in a blink of an eye and so is three quarter of July. Been sick since last 2 Thursdays. Cough, flu, on off fever. Finally feeling much better today. Just hope its gone for good and i'm back to normal health again.

Yesterday kinda sucks. Didn't get to march though i came for the NDP rehearsal. Encik Jimmy didn't want to risk me falling out during the parade, though i seriously doubt that would happen. Haiz. And the worst thing, Yanah and my bro came that day. Haiya. Going home late is also a pain in the butt. CD is always the last to get the chartered bus to go back to our own divisions. Its been reaching back at division at 11.45pm for the past 3 rehearsal. Uniform discrimination man.

Anyways, been on mc last Wed and Thurs, had NDP off last Fri, and gonna have NDP off tmr. Haha its a long weekend for me. Though i do pity Syahir a bit. At least Zul's back from course so he won't be alone. Heh. On Wed, after getting MC at CGH, went to settle my bike stuff. There goes all my money. Haiz. $465 to insurance, $18.90 to bike inspection, and $20 to bike shop. Haiyo. I dunno how i'm gonna survive another 2 weeks till pay day. Still got road tax i haven't settle. The burden of having a bike by installment during NS.

On 15 July, did a Minda program for Greendale. It was Siti's last program as she's leaving Mindaktif. It didn't really went well, what with the school being almost an hour late and it rained, but we pulled through. Things with Minda are not gonna be the same again without Siti. She's one of the people i really look up too. I learnt a lot through Mindaktif programs under her guidance.Well, all good things must come to an end, but learning never stops.

In June, did my first few sessions of EFI at JBAC. So far, only supervised at rockwall and CRC area. Yet to handle abseil and zipline, which i have forgotten how to. Heh.

These few weeks, been feeling empty inside. I've lots of friends, i do a lot of programs and events, but its time to do something new and meet new people too. At this point of time, nothing in my life is certain. I wonder if i will really manage to get the courier path that i want, or what other alternatives i have if i don't get it, and i wish decisions comes with notes on what the consequences would be. Heh. If only life was that easy.

Till then. Days go by and i'm still thinking. Adios.

Hanging There...
3:33 PM