Dropped by rockwall on Mon. Dropped by floorball yest. Dropped by rock gym today. It sucks not being able to do those sports. But i think the swollen parts of the body (ok this sounds so wrong) are recovering well. Hope to recover by Fri, cos there's a floorball div 2 match on Sat evening. Feels ackward going home early last 3 days.

Anyways, watched 3 movies within 2 days. Haha. Thanks to Ammar. Watched Scary Movie 4 & The Nun at lib yest, and watched Cars at lib with Ballsmy today. And the 3 movies fit in a 512mb thumbdrive. Haha. How convenient.

Till then. Hope i recover fast.

Hanging There...
10:15 PM

Had climbing training last Thurs and played soccer on Fri.

Sat was the day. I wanted to prove my father and Cik Mustajjab wrong. And to prove to myself that i can do it. But i ended up disappointing myself. Lost badly. I can't remember when was the last time i let myself down. I just broke down after the match for a while. Have to thank my friends who were there supporting me. They were encouraging (and thanks to Sya too for the encouragement). I'm so damn disppointed with myself. And i picked up multiple injuries. Haiz. I suddenly have second thoughts about IVP, but i had register already, so i won't back out. Won't be floorballing, climbing, running or soccer-ing for the coming days. Don't even know if i can recover by Sat for the first Division 2 floorball match. Haiz. Spent both days at Bedok.

Was late just now. But for the fourth time, it was a valid reason. Heh.

And late last night was rather depressing. I dunno what to say. My feelings are numb. Haiz. I need to take a break from everything.

Hanging There...
10:50 AM

Second tag game i'm doing. Did one nong nong ago. I need to take my mind off things, so i'll oblige and do this thing ok.

**7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**
1. I can't stand house lizards. Geli.
2. I cry when i eat food that's too spicy. But i'll finish it though. I like spicy food.
3. I never have enough money. Can't it just drop from the sky?
4. I'm a shy guy.
5. I wish i'm taller.
6. I procrastinate too much.
7. I don't eat taugeh and don't drink milk. And no chilli sauce please.

**7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME**
1. Being rejected.
2. Dying. Cause i'm so damn full of sin and have yet to repent. =|
3. Not able to find a proper job with acceptable salary after graduating.
4. Not being able to control myself when i'm angry and start yelling at people i care about.
5. Losing that special somone to another guy.
6. Losing my parents.
7. Scared of being injured, cause i can't climb, soccer, floorball, silat or run if i'm injured!

**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT**
1. Bullet For My Valentine - All These Things I Hate(Revolve Around Me)
2. Avenged Sevenfold - Chapter Four
3. Silverstein - Fist Wrapped In Blood
4. Silverstein - Discovering The Waterfront
5. The Real You - Dear Mum & Dad
6. Halifax - Sydney
7. Ten Falls Forth - Live Forever In A Day

**7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST**
1. Climbing/Bouldering
2. Soccer
3. Hanging out with my friends
4. Cheesecake & Pizza
5. Free food! Haha.
6. Relaxing by the beach.
7. Shopping! But i never have enough money to shop...

**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST**
1. Noob shit!
2. KNN
3. Eh, stop it ah...
4. K go!
5. Yayayayayaya
6. Stop playing DOTA!
7. Hokay! (In Hard Gay accent)

**7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS**
Nah. I'll end the tag game here. Unless anybody wants to do it at their own free will. Heh.

Till Then. Adios.

Hanging There...
4:44 PM

I really hate it when that happy and cheerful feeling disappear, just like that. At this rate i'll be bald by next month. Haiz. Angry sad confused upset all mixed together.

Need to do project.

Hanging There...
2:57 PM

Yest was movie marathon. Watched I Not Stupid 2 & One More Chance in my lab, and Robots at library. Lost the floorball match against SMU. 6-2. Till then.

Hanging There...
9:54 AM

Had a floorball match againts Pasir Risians last Sat. Won 6-2. I didn't perform though. Haiz. After that went to rockwall to climb for a while before going home for ten mins then head out for silat training. Was exhausted by the end of the day. Spent the whole of Sunday at Bedok. Watched Pertandingan Seni PSK. My perguruan did well this time. Didn't do much except watched the comp, but felt exhausted at night. This coming Sat is my turn. My first round of fight is against a gold medallist. Ain't that great? And i'm a noob shit! First time join tanding. Haiz.

Yest was also tiring. Went for climbing training in the morning from 9.30am-1pm, then had lunch (ehem) after that. Felt like running, so went to run at 4.40pm. Didn't bring towel, and the hand-drier wasn't working, so that explains my wet hair. Went for speed training after school. Haiz. I'm also a noob speed climber. I speed climb like a snail. Don't think i'm prepared to join any speed comp.

Gonna have a floorball match againts SMU after school later. I wanna score! But i'm a noob floorballer too. Noob shit! Till then. I'm hungry.

Hanging There...
10:13 AM

Had speed training after school on Wed. Fuhh. I think i'm starting to like speed climbing. I'm not fast though. Need to train on getting the movement right. Yest went climbing from bout 10am till 2pm. Was a bit moody at first, but felt better when climbing. Watched Silent Hill after school. Quite nice lahh, but don't really understand. Felt a bit sour at first, but was back to usual self after a while. Nice evening.

Gonna go play soccer later. Floorball match tmr. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
5:16 PM

Yest was sports day for me. Went climbing from 10.30am till 2pm. The went to jog after school with Ammar & Adam. One round Bedok Reservoir together, then i carried on another 6 round the tracks for me. CLimbed for a while before calling it a day and went to shower. But then got a msg to play soccer from Bash, after showering. Ergh. So went to play soccer at court beside shell. Went home after that. Damn shagged.

Today's a special day to me, but it didn't turn out well. Haiz. Guess its my fault. So disappointed to miss the movie. Feeling so down now. I'm sorry...

Hanging There...
9:00 PM

Fri night partied at Bear's house. Haha. Played soccer with the Mecha boys before heading for his house. Watched Bujang Senang before the first match of the World Cup. Ate alot throughout the night. Spaghetti. Yummy. Played PS2 and wreaked the house till 5am. Fell asleep. Woke up at 8.30am, feeling very disoriented. Thought i was late for school, but realized it was a Saturday. Headed for school at 10.30am for a friendly floorball match. Won 4-3. I scored one. Heh. Lucky shot. Had a bit of sms conversation after that. Was really sad that afternoon. Went for silat training from 5.30 till 10.30pm. Shagged.

Today went to Bedok for weighing session. My weight was juuuuust nice. 55kg. Must reduce it by Sat, for the weighing session for IVP. went to Bear's house to slack for a while before going TM to buy smth. Passed her an early dinner before heading. Feeling a bit sucky now. Haiz. Oh well. Nothing that i can do to change anything anyways. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
8:57 PM

Yah well, just felt like posting some pics. That's my father & mother. Really love them to the bottom of my heart. We must never take our parents for granted. I want them to live a long and prosperous life, and to see at least a grandchild from me. Or two or three grandchildren from me. Hehe. Or great-grandchild. Can't wait to graduate, get a proper job and support them.

These are my sec school friends, except for some of them. Heart them all. Long live our friendship.

And i kinda like this pic. Makes the two of us seem carefree and that everything is alright. How i wish so. I really wish so...

Hanging There...
4:48 PM

Had ot for the first time on Wed. Didn't do much though. Went climbing after school yest. Climb a bit only pumped. Haiz. Went off at 8.15pm. Nice day yest. Heh. Today slacked all the way till now. Haiz. Really need to do real work. Gonna overnite at Bear's place i think. Haha. Gonna be fun man. Till then. Need to do more work for my project.

Hanging There...
2:31 PM

Wanted to climb yest, but couldn't open the gym, so Cannonz & me ended up watching Benchwarmers at Princess. Stupid show. Haha. I like that kind of stupid comedy shows. And i had a terrible stomach ache after that. Heh. Stayed in my lab the whole of this morning. An achievement for me, staying in the lab the whole morning till noon to do work.

Been inactive this week. I need do some sports. No climb and no floorball this weekdays. Soccer anyone?

Hanging There...
1:22 PM

Last Fri played soccer in the evening before meeting my sec school friends for a dinner treat by Malik. Played pool after that. Been some time since i last played pool. Sat was an exhausting day. Had X-Walk in the morning, a 4.8km cross-country, one round Bedok Reservoir. Got third place. No glory though, cause Happy gave me chance and only 2 track & field people participated (and got first 2 placing). After the run, had floorball training. Met her for a while after that before going for silat training at 5pm. Till 11pm. And my muscles were aching when i got home. Got a few bruises from some sparring sessions.

Went to Bedok Lib on Sun morning. Then had a chat with Nurasz before meeting her for a late lunch. Heh. Played soccer even though i was exhausted, which practically made me really weak. Had trouble waking up yest and today. Was so damn exhausted. Haven't gotten a good night's sleep. With things going through my head. Haiz. Yest went home early again, but went out a bit later to pass up PSK forms. Gonna go climb later i think. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
9:08 AM