Oh man.. I just cried my heart out just now. Cried so much. Tears dripping like pipewater. I don't think i cried like this before. The movie was so touching. A Korean movie. 'Brotherhood'. About a pair of brothers who went to war against communists. Damn great touching movie. Phew. Still can't believe i cried so much. Great movie.. Lucky i'm at home. If i happen to watch it in the cinema i would have embarrassed myself for crying like a baby. Heh.

Niwaes, really need to study this week. Went to school in the afternoon just now. Studied Medel with Wak, Ballsriz & my dear. Went to airport last Sun with Bashfurk, Fahmy, Ballsriz & Fadzli at 4pm. Studied for a while before they start talking about DOTA & and other games & decided to go play it instead of just talking bout it. So i went home & reached home at 7pm. Heh. So much for studying. Later today gonna study again. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
2:09 AM

Well the last week of school is over. There were lesser lessons to attend to towards the end of the week. Didn't go to school on Fri at all. Heh. Went to my father's coffee shop instead after Solat Jumaat & studied there. Studied after school almost everyday. Played soccer on Thurs. Met my dear after playing soccer. Went to chill by the beach at Pasir Ris Park before going home that night. Was relaxing to sit by the sea.
Today went to school at 11am to study. Met my dear, Raz & her classmate. Went to MB before going to Engin to study. The two of them left at 2.30pm. Then i had to leave at 3.15pm to meet my family 'cause my mother is treating us to eat. Ate at Kampung Chai Chee Restaurant. Was so damn full after eating Tomyam, Fried Rice & Honey-comb Squids. Heh. Went back to school to meet my dear and studied till 8.30pm. Went for bubble tea before heading home.
And tonight received a msg from her that makes my heart melt. Hehe.
Love you dear. =)
Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:47 PM

And if all else fails you can look up at the sky
Because it's the same one that shines above you and I
And if all else fails you can close your eyes
And I'll be right beside you
I'll be the one by your side...

Hanging There...
8:32 AM

Took a slow walk home alone just now, from a chalet at Costa Sand. Was feeling frustrated for some reason. Immediately regretted not bringing my earpiece so that i can indulge myself in loud music to drown my emotions. Found myself thinking. Talking to myself in my mind. Taking notes of myself. Found something about myself that i didn't realise before. I found that i get jealous quite easily, though i can usually control myself. I realise that i kinda like marshmallows. Heh. Haiz. I guess i should control my emotions. I always seem happy when with my friends, 'cause they always make me laugh and enjoy myself, but once i'm alone, i think too much. I wish she would look at me in the eyes when saying goodbye when leaving each other. How i long for a kiss on the cheeks from her. I wish i wish i wish...... Haiz. So afraid of losing her... And the exams are dangerously close... Haiz...

Hanging There...
3:10 AM

Last climbing training last Wed. Played soccer before going for climbing. Studied before playing soccer. Heh. Been a while since i played soccer in school. Thurs was another round of soccer in the afternoon after studying a bit. Today i didn't go to school because was tired out. And there happened to be a graded Molgen lab. Damn. Nvm that then. After school met her at INT comp lab before meeting her friends Julie & Farn at Julie's later that afternoon. When to Loyang Point to buy some stuff before going to Costa Sands. Slacked there till night. Went off just before they sabo-ed Kahar. Haha. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:57 PM

And here i am blogging away in the wee hours of the morning.

On Sunday went to Admiralty for a silat performance early in the morning. Reached home at bout noon. At 3pm met some of my friends & went to Bedok to watch PSK. Watch some good & very very bad fights. Lousy sportsmanship some of them. Both girls from my perguruan won. Great man. The guys who fought last week all lost. Haha. Girl power huh. Reached home at about 9pm.

Monday was late for maths tut as usual. Teached her maths during break. Rock climbing as usual in the evening. Studied at midnight for about an hour. Wow. What an achievement for me man. Haha.

And Tuesday. Reached school late as usual. Dennis had his share of birthday bash by the course guys. Two rounds of bashing in fact. Haha. And i'm the one who got elbowed in the mouth. Haha. After school studied E. Maths 3 with Fahmy in the library. From 6pm till 8.30pm. Another remarkable feat for me. Haha. So proud of myself. Never thought i can sit & study for so long. Went home with her. Was a bit quiet. Brain-numb. Too much studying i guess. Haha.

Well i'm gonna try to study more often these days. Have to pass all my subjects. I guess i have to put climbing aside for a while. No more climbing after Wed's training. Maybe i'll make climbing a treat for me if i manage to study before that. Yeah, i'll do that. Lots of study, then if got time then climb. 2 quizes coming up this week. Later today in fact. Heh. And tmr. Will have to study. Study study study study. Can i make it pass this sem without any supp papers? Adios.

Hanging There...
1:20 AM

Thursday ended lab at 11.15am. So headed home. Had lunch at home. And checked my mailbox for warning letter, 'cause some of my friends got them, and i'm worried i'll get one for being late so many time for Medel lab. But there wasn't any mail yet. Headed back to school. After school straight away went home to check my mailbox again. No warning letter. So far so good. Headed back to school. Didn't see her the whole day. Went to slack at library before going for climbing training. Didn't go Run Temasek. Did three sets of climbing round the gym & 30 push ups & dips. Phew. Strained me out. Can't even finish a simple route on first attempt after that.

Yest school as usual. Molgen quiz was alright i guess. Wnet home after Solat Jumaat to check my mailbox again. No letters yet. Went back to school to meet her. She gave me a present. Whee. Hehe. Thanx dear. Ate with her before going home. No warning letter. Phew. At night went Admiralty with the other silat members. There's a performance on sunday there so had to rehearse a bit.

Sweet day turned sour today. Started off the day early. Met her early in the morning at 7.30am. Went to South Bridge Road to see S.O.M. jam. Took some photos. Went to Beach Road with her after that to eat at 11+am. Then went to National Library. Damn its interesting. Haha. So many floors. Took loads of pics. Enjoyed the day with her. Till i did or said something wrong. Haiz. I dunno what i did. She was suddenly upset at me. Didn't even look at me when she headed for her block. Haiz. Reached home , then played soccer at Tan's. Only to remind me that i suck at soccer. Reached home at 8pm. Wanted to go Bedok to see PSK. Headed out of house. And waited for the freaking bus for so long till the last match is almost on and i'm still at the bus stop. So headed home. Urgh. Waste my time & energy. So irritated. My arms and shoulder still strained. Dunno how i'm gonna study for sem exam. Only three weeks left. Haiz. Gotta buck up. I'm hanyut in my studies! Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
9:44 PM

Love you dear.

Hanging There...
7:41 AM

Climb On! was fun. Though getting sunburnt isn't. The routes were ok i guess. And one lesson learnt. Once the event started, go do a 500 point route. So can get be the first guy to get 500 points and get a prize. Haha. Reached there at 8.30am. Was there till 7pm. Finished 14 routes and reached one bonus out of 48 routes. Big improvement from last year, where i finished 3 routes only. Haha. And wasted my time queueing for a 70 point route. Haha. Met a lot of friends. She came at 2+pm. And was there there till late afternoon. Really appreciate my dear coming there. At 5pm went to LJS for a while 'cause she wanted to eat. Then headed back to the place to watch the dyno comp. Damn that Taufik is good, whoever he is. Haha. Maybe i'll try dyno one day. Haha. At night joined some of the other at Food Court at CS. Headed home after that. Was so damn tired.

Monday was school as usual. Could barely wake up. Skipped E. Maths lecture to see her. Throughout the day was torn between climbing in school or SP. In the end decided to go to SP. Met Izzat there, and made some new friends. Reached home at 10.15pm.

Yesterday was home half the day. Woke up at exactly noon. Slacked through the afternoon. Was planning to go out with her to Esplanade in the afternoon, but she couldn't make it the last minute. No matter. Headed to her block to meet her 'cause she was upset. Went to Tamp interchange to deposit money & ate at S-11. After eating we walked to the bus stop opposite Tamp library. As if on cue, fireworks, shot into the sky. Nice. Then there was the trouble of finding the bus stop where the buses go, cause buses are detouring all over the place due to road blocks. Decided not to join Bash & Co. to study at airport cause it was already 8+pm. Took 28 with her, and ended up in that bus for about an hour, thanx to slow traffic. Headed home.

Woke up early today. Skipped MCT lecture. I have a feeling i'm gonna flunk it. I was violated in the library toilet just now. Can't even shit peacefully, with Fahmy, Yasir & Happy disturbing & trying to peep. Wth. Haha. Intending to study till late today, but i suddenly feel like going SP to climb even though i'm feeling tired. How..

Anyways, as the days go by, my feelings for her goes deeper & deeper. Just seeing her smile makes my day. Love you Diyanah. =)

Hanging There...
1:18 PM

What a week. Monday climbed at the rockwall for training. Did a bit of speed. My best timing was only 12 seconds. So slow. Haiz. On Tues went for Run Temasek as usual. Went with some of my course people. Bouldered for a while after that. On Wed was bored after school. She had lesson after school, so i ended up slacking around with Farhan BCG. Haha. Bouldered that night. On Thurs went for Run Temasek and bouldered for a while again after running. On Fri was CCN Day. Walked around school with her that afternoon. Was fun. Ate Pelican Pizza. Its not funny lah that i forgot that coupon cant be used for buying the pizza. Haha. Went walking around Toa Payoh before heading home. Today went to Tamp to see Speed Climbing for Climb On in the moring. Wanted to join SpeedUp but didn't know about the change of time from 1pm to 10am. Damn. Didn't join the Climb On speed. Was already sunburnt went i headed home. Played soccer at Town Park in the afternoon. Training tonight as usual. Kinda miss her 'cause didn't see her the whole day. Tomorrow is Climb On! Hope i perform. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:21 PM