The routes yesterday sucks! So difficult! Damn. Didn't finish a single route. Haiz. Been slacking too much these days. I really really need to start studying. Studied a little bit of Maths with Ballsriz just now. Haiz. Really really really really really need to study. Can anyone motivate me? Call me out to study or something.. anything..

By the way, i give up. No more will i hang on. Its a waste of time.

Adios. Taking care.

Hanging There...
8:10 PM

Can't believe i managed to wake up early and went for Biochem lab at 8am yesterday. Today was the total opposite. Missed Edevice tutorial at 9am. Damn. I missed Edevice tutorial 4 times already. Oh man. Hopefully i won't get debarred for the exam. Felt kinda weary today. Been feeling weary these few days. I wonder why. And i went home early today; reached home at 6.20pm. Been so long since i went home early. Met her during lunch just now.
I dunno what i'm feeling anymore. Half of me wanted to give up a long time ago, but the other half of me wants to hold on to my feelings. How man. I know its hopeless, but.. i dunno. I dunno why she's still lingering in my mind. Always in my mind. We're just friends.. right? ARGH!! Emo..emo..emomok!

Hanging There...
10:15 PM

Last night was a blast! But lets recap from Thursday. Start of the Open House. Got our shirts. the E-Guides kinda started a bit late. I slacked most of the time. But did help out. A little. Heh. Went for climbing, which was a make up training for CNY. There was a ranking session, and everyone had to climb a route on the rockwall. I did okay i guess.

Woke up late on Friday. Went to Edevice lab at 11.10am, when actually it starts at 10am. Signed in for E-Guide before going for Fri Prayers. Went home after the Prayers before going back to school. When E-Guide ended, the few of us slacked at the bench at Admin. Then it was just me and Bashfurk. We went to watch The Ring at library. But unfortunately, the movie was stopped unfinished at 7.40pm because the library was closing. The two of us went around ITAS looking for L after that. I used the comp for a while. Then the two of us went for bubble tea. I look at the second hand hp at the shop just beside the bubble tea shop. And founf out that a Motorola E398 was being sold for $270. Can't resist buying it. Traded in my Sony Ericsson Z600 for $170. So had to top up a hundred bucks. Went home after that. Bumped into Mas at the busstop.

Met Mizi Satellite in the morning on Saturday. After signing in, we went to the library to watch Shallow Hal. Haha. Then Bashfurk came, and me & him continued watching The Ring. Met the others after that. Helped out for a while before going for lunch at Design. We were caught watching the dikir performance sia. So we headed back to the LT. Help out till the end. Went for the appreciation dinner. And watched one half of the soccer match between TP and Ngee Ann Poly. It was 1-1 at half time. Went off to collect my charger at the hp shop. Met up with Ballsmy, Ballsriz & Bashfurk at night for Jam & Hop! There was some performance by the beatboxing Dharni and dance performance. Cool. Then a new local band, Turning Point, performed. It was great man. We started moshing, the few of us. When Pug Jelly performed, the moshpit just grew bigger. Damn the guys moshing were wild! As it grew bigger, i didn't join in. And there was Cannonz trying to restore the peace. But once he goes away, the moshing just starts again. Till two security guards came down. Haha. The jam & hop was great man. I was going around the whole place looking for girls with Zikky. Haha. It was a wild night man. Better then the previous Jam & Hop. And after the event, Bashfurk, Ballsriz, Ballsmy & Khai were locked out of the Clubroom, where their belongings were inside. I went off at 11.35pm.

And today. Woke up late today. Damn shagged man. Haha. Planning on doing my TCS assignment today. So, till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
2:37 PM

Another loss for another match against the same team on Sunday. Haiz. I played with a different team though, with my friends from TP. We played well, but just couldn't hit the target. Lost 3-0. I definitely wanna play against them again. Some other day perhaps. Went to collect my pay on Monday, at 2.30pm. Left school at 1.45pm. Skipped Java Lab, E. Maths tutorial & my CDS tutorial. After taking my pay, met up with Giwirler at Tamp interchange at 3.30pm. Been some time since i last met her. It was nice hanging out with her today. Watched Constantine at Century Cineplex. Been a long time since i watched a movie. Since Shark's Tale. Heh. The movie was quite nice, quite satisfying, though the ending where Lucifer came in is kinda stupid. And my favourite part is when Constantine showed the middle finger at Lucifer while floating to heaven. Haha. Stupid man. Anyways, went back to school after that for rock climbing. Bumped into my Java Lab tutor, of all people. She didn't say anything though about me skipping Java Lab earlier. All of us were at rock wall since few people came. The coach said he's gonna look at our performance these few weeks and only train those who really put in effort in improving, or something like that. Gotta buck up man. Can't afford to slack anymore. I wanna be part of the competitive team. Ok then, time to sleep. Been feeling a bit weary these days. Adios.

Hanging There...
10:39 PM

Work was a bore. Glad its over. Met Fak on all three days. But umar just have to call me to work for the weekend because there was a shortage of manpower. I chose to work on Saturday only. Today is a total slacking day man. Woke up early in the morning, but instead of going to school, i went online. Reached school at 9.20am for Biochem lecture, which starts at 8am. It ended at 9.30am. Ain't that great. Sat & chat outside with Fak, Ballsmy & Happy. Went for Edevice lab after that. After Edevice lab i was at a lose of what to do, because all my coursemate were not in school. Luckily i bumped into Farid. We just slacked at blk 14 before deciding to walk to Ghufran and have bubble tea along the way. Bumped into Bullu and Omar after solat Jumaat walked around TM for a while before the two of them left. After a while Fadzli called, and i decided to call him along to go to Penin. So the 3 of us went to Penin. I bought a pair of corduroy pants. Ate at the food court before heading home. Bumped into Nabilah at City Hall MRT. Damn she's become prettier, and hot! Anyways, Farid & Fadzli headed for school whereas i headed home. So here i am at home. Can't wait for Sunday for a soccer match and Monday to get my pay. Hehe. Any one wanna date me? Adios.

Hanging There...
11:16 PM

Song By: Emery

Title: The Ponytail Parade


Three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time
to give back to me

I will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me

But it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends

It scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me and better than me
but your head is elsewhere
and I'm talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me

You're careless and whisper
insulting and bruising
and I thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are walking away
(I fall from your eyes. Your eyes I trusted. You said forever)

I never thought you could say these words
is this really happening
(don't say that we can still be friends)

Erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days
(what is inside me, what have I done)
and throw them away,
(is this the only way that you will notice me)
as I sit here waiting for you
(dead words for closed ears, all this is sung for you)
I stay up nights
(if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky
(why can you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away
(sides, your side, can take away)

Walk away from me
this night is done

Hanging There...
1:53 PM

First of all, Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my Chinese friends. Now let try to recall what i did the last few days. Played soccer at Green Court with Bashfurk & co. on Sunday evening. Monday is school as usual. Went to my secondary school on Tuesday, which is yesterday lah. Met some of my teachers. Played soccer with my ex-schoolmates. Went to eat at Magic Wok after that. And in the afternoon went to work. Wakakakakakaka. My father is actually reluctant to let me work, because he is very much against me working part-time while schooling, but he somehow allowed me to work for this three days only. My friend called me to work at my previous workplace for three days, Tues to Thurs. Worked at SATS ICC1 under OHP last year for about 3 months. And here i am again working for three days, from 3-11pm. I'll earn enough cash to finally go shopping. Wakakakakakaka. Need to buy a new pair of street soccer shoes because my old one is torn. The job is damn boring, but easy. Can't wait to get the pay. Hehe. Adios.

Hanging There...
1:10 PM

We'll start from first day of term break..

Saturday

22 January 05


Played soccer in the afternoon at Malikedudin's place. Went to Ballsmy's house at night to overnite there. There was Ballsmy of course, Serondeng, Bashfurk, Fak, Ballsriz, Bullu & me. It was guys night out man. Haha. Damn shiok ah. No parents at his house. We had the house to ourselves. Went to 7-11 at 2am plus. I tried to parkour a bit by trying to jump and grab the roof of a busstop, but ended up landing on my butt and smashing the back of my head on the hard ground. And to top things off my elbow got plenty of scratches. Great man. Went to 7-11, bought some stuff and chilled with some tame cats there. Haha. Went back to his house after that.


Sunday

23 Janurary 05


Woke up late. I was first to wake up. Everyone took their own time to get ready. Due to some problems with sheeps, Ballsmy decided not to go for Rockmaster. Bashfurk, Ballsriz & me met Fattah & we headed for SP. Watched some of the girls climb before going for isolation. Isolation is a bore man. But it was my turn soon enough. Damn the second route was tough. Only manage to reach the bonus of the first route. It was a good experience for me. Looking forward to more bouldering competition. Went home after that.


Monday

24 January 05


Met Buk & Ballsmy at Mushroom at noon before going for the GL camp. We were separated into different groups. Met a new bunch of friends, albeit two of my coursemates, who are in the same group as me(did i use the word albeit correctly?). The ice breaking stuff was rather lame, and why must they do it at the koi pond, where everyone can see us. Mantat & Wak was laughing away at me & Ballsmy. Anyways, i guess the day was ok. Except for one down side. I LOST MY SWATCH WATCH! SHIT MAN! CURSES TO THE PERSON WHO TOOK MY WATCH! I was washing my hand at night after some games, and i carelessly put the watch near the sink. Then my friend called me to hurry up, and i just left. Shit man. How could i have been so careless. Haiz. So, after 389 days, my beloved watch is gone. Damn. It was a birthday gift from my parents man. Haiz. Anyways, i had fun later in the night. Buk, Ballsmy, Tissuepaper, Syam, Nazri and me did some exploring in the school. We went to the roof of MENSA. The view of the school was quite beautiful. Buk saw something unnatural there when we were going off. Scary. Anyways, after the visit to the roof, the six of us stealthily headed to the back gate and climb outof school. We had a walk round Bedok Reservoir to 7-11 . It was refreshing man. Saw something again. We sat at a playground & shared ghost stories before walking back. By the time we reach back the hall, it was bout 5am. Played cards, before resting for a while.


Tuesday

25 January 05


And so, after our night escapade, we took a shower in the early morning. It was games as usual. It was ok ah, except that it was a blazing hot day. I was so sleepy. Kept dozing off whenever there's an opportunity to. That night, the 6 of us went to Engin roof to play cards. We went back to the camp by 2.30am, because we were exhausted due to lack of sleep. So we slept in the night full of stars..


Wednesday

26 January 05


Had breakfast with my GL group before meeting the rest of the climbers to go to Safra Yishun to climb. It was great man. The rockwall is so damn high. I climbed 5 routes on 5 different walls, and completed all of them. Fun man. Headed back to school after that. It turned out that my group had won overall. Great man. Had a mini Jam & Hop that night. Great day today. Went home exhausted.


Thursday

27 January 05


Went to school at noon again for my course's camp. Not many people came. But they ran it anyway. So, we had an 'Amazing Race' the whole afternoon, and my group came up first. I played soccer for a while in the evening, then climbed, then went to the Ampli Theatre to see some people sing. Ballsmy sang Memory. Played a game in the night. It was good and quite well organized to me. Went to ITAS roof to play cards with Ballsmy, Happy, Swarzeneneh,Enthu one and Deb. Planned to watch the sunrise, but it was too damn cold up there. So at bout 4am plus, we scrapped the plan. Slept at level 8.


Friday

28 January 05


Slacked in school in the morning. Met Honeyz when heading home. Been bumping into her a few times these days. Haha. Played soccer at Malikedudin's place in the afternoon.


Saturday

29 January 05


Finally had a rest. Stayed home the whole day. Did a bit of my TCS assignment. Still got some other assignments haven't do. Heh. Lazy to do sia.


Sunday

30 January 05


Went to Jamiyah in the morning to belajar ugame. Met Shameer, a friend i made at GL camp. Went window shopping at Bugis by myself after that. Haha. Played soccer at Eastview Pri in the evening.


Monday

31 January


Ballsriz's birthday today. He got belayed into a big dustbin and bashed up during climbing. Haha. But unfortunately i missed the show. Damn. Saw Isha playing tennis during climbing and couldn't resist joining for a while. Been a long time since i played tennis.


Wednesday

2 February 05


Went for NE talk after school with Fattah, Syafiq, Lat & his hot sis. Haha. Bumped into her when heading for rock gym, & chatted for a while. Went for climbing after that, at rockwall. Had to do top rope while wearing a bag full of rocks. Damn tiring man. Godzillah got belayed into a big dustbin, because her birthday's yesterday. Then she got upset. Not sporting man. Anyways, Happy Birthday to her. It's becoming a tradition to be belayed into a big dustbin when its your birthday. Haha.


Thursday

3 February 05


Had PT today after school. Ran half round Bedok Reservoir. Damn tiring. Had to do lotsa push ups and dips. One of the climbers lost his bags. Curses to the person who took his bag away. Played a bit of soccer before having bubble tea and heading home.


Friday

4 February 05


And finally today. Phew. Took so long to finish this entry. Woke up late today, too tired to wake up due to yesterday's PT. Missed Bioechem lecture. Came to school for Edevice lab. Went for Fri prayers at Ghufran. And here i am now in school libray. My friend called me to work on CNY at my previous working place, which is SATS OHP. I need the cash man, so i'm definitely working if all works out. Dunno what i'm gonna do for the rest of today. Anyways, i passed all my subjects. Managed to scrap through Edevice.
Biochemistry- 29/50
Biomedical Fundimental- 34/50
E. Maths2- 97/100
E. Device- 51/100

Adios.

Hanging There...
1:36 PM