Didn't go training on Wed. Went straight home. Was feeling tired. Dunno why. Didn't go training again yest cause was staying back doing my project and filling up the log book. Yest was stress day man. Felt stressed up for the first time this sem. Was checking here and there to make sure the site works. Stayed back till bout 9pm, then had a lift home courtesy of Cannon's parents. Great man.

This morning rushed to finish up the logbook. Went for PR2 at Medel lab. It was ok. Only had to show our logbook and tell the supervisor some stuff bout our project. Glad its over. Went for Fri prayers with Happy (as usual, my brokeback partner for Fridays) . Went to Mjd Khalid, cos he wanted to drop by a motor shop around that area after that. So went to the shop after prayers. Stayed there for quite a while cos we were waiting for the part that Happy wanted. Headed back to school. Had late lunch cum early dinner at Designer's Pad. Finally back at my lab at 5pm. Heh. Gonna play soccer later. Till then. Adios.

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5:12 PM

Went for climbing training last Thurs. Had to practically drag myself to training. Was feeling lethargic. Lied down behind the rockwall till the very last minute before my turn to climb.

Had CM Cup on Fri after Fri prayers. Played Captain's Ball, like last year. My class had enough people in the team of ten, so they kicked me out, and i took it rather personally. I joined another team and played and won all the games and reached the final, and as expected, my class' team reached the final too. Played my heart out man. Was shouting like a madman to intimidate them. Haha. Even the year ones who stayed back supported my team. Nobody supported them. Haha. In your face! I played first half only. Haiz i wished i played more. In the end we lost, but it was unfair to begin with. We didn't get the CP points and one of the umpire is against us cos her bf is in my class' team. So my team got second placing. Second runner-up medal for me, cos last year when i played with my class, we got second place too. Lost my voice after them game. Shouted to much. Haha.

Went to play soccer straight after the CM Cup at netball court as usual with the Mecha boys. It was fun man. Played till we were damn tired. After showering went to Siraj's house. Went Simpang Bedok to eat in the wee hours of the morning, and went to Yishun Dam after that. Played lame games over there. Haha. Stupid sh*t. Went back to his house after that. They wacthed Tokyo Drift while i played PS2 alone in the room. Haha. And i think i was the first to sleep. Haha. Woke up at 9am, and saw all the dead bodies all around the house. Haha. Ok lah not dead bodies, haha, some of them slept on the couch, slept on the floor, slept on the bed, slept in the room. And Yasir & Fariz were the only ones alive in the morning, both using the comp. Reached home at 10am. Showered, and went out a while later. Went to Town. Was feeling sad when i went to Tamp Sports hall in the afternoon. And to rub salt on the wound, i didn't get the play the match. Watched the match by the sidelines. We won Millenia Institute 18-1. Our Finland player scored 7 goals. Went for silat training at night.

On Sun went to Jamiyah in the morning. Slept in the early afternoon. Was feeling damn tired. Stayed home the whole day.

On Mon had climbing training as usual.

On Tues, which is yeterday lah, went for lunch at Afghan. Had roti naan. Haha. Haven't eaten that for a long time. Had a good long chat with you. Cleared things up between us. Both of us had our fair share of things to say. I guess we both know each other's situation now. Thanks for being nice to me all these while, since we met. =) Anyways, had floorball training in the evening as usual. I was asked to join the non-division2 people. Was so disappointed, cos it most probably means i'm not playing in the match this Sun. Played as a defender for the first time, and i think i want to play as a defender instead of forward, from now onwards. Hopefully i'll get to play more.

Speed climbing training today and tmr. Just the thought of it makes me feel tired. Still haven't run or go gym this week. Need to do both at least once a week. So left 2 days for me to do those. And PR 2 on Fri. Holy sh*t. Must get my proj done. Till then. This is a long entry. Heh. Adios.

Hanging There...
10:25 AM

It was another sad night. I'm too late. It all comes down to me. Haiz. I guess i deserve it. Till then. I hope everyone is happy.

Hanging There...
7:12 AM

Last Thurs didn't go for speed climbing training. One of the rare times where i actually succumb to the tired and lazy feeling. Went straight home after school. On Fri went home after Fri prayers. Wore formal wear and went to school. Had the certificate of 'Best Improvement' award. Haiz i shouldn't be getting that award. I should be in the director's list. Heh. If only i'm born with a hard-working trait.

Sat was sports day. Had floorball training from 12nn-2.30pm, then played soccer with Hazwan & co. from 5pm-7pm, and lastly went for silat training from 8pm-10.30pm. Shagged man. On Sun had a floorball division 2 match against a team named Convicts. Won 12-4. Our Finland player scored 6 goals. Damn he's super good. I only played 2 or 3 times in the second period. I wish i can play more. But i know i'm a fringe player in the team lah. After the match went home. Wanted to go baybeats, was all set and ready to go out, then suddenly felt tired, so i didn't go.

After 3 weeks, my ankle is finally fine and i went to run at 4pm. Damn my timing is off. Been too long since i last ran round Bedok Reservoir. Had climbing training after school as usual. Was satisfied with myself. Flashed a few routes. Went to gym during break on Tues. I think i'm settled with gym every Tues and maybe Fri, and two days of running per week on top of my CCAs. Had floorball training on Tues as usual.

And it was a sad night. Sad sad night. I'm sorry. I hope things will turn out fine. Till then. All the best.

Hanging There...
9:07 AM

My silat match on Sat night was ok. Lost 2-1. Could have won it with a few more hits. Nvm. At least there's improvement. Wak's luck was worse. He had to fight that night due to some changes. He lost too. So on Sat both TP guys lost. Sunday was better went there at 1pm. All 3 TP participant won; Ashraf, Fadz and Samsul. Great man. Went to Fish & Co. after that. Heh.

Mon was climbing after school as usual. Was late. Went back to sleep after subuh, and my sis didn't wake me up till 8.30am. Took a cab to school but clocked in at 9.02am. Damn it. But luckily, for the fourth time, its valid reason. Tues was floorball as usual. Wed my supervisor came down to see my group, and we had nothing much to show him. Heh. And next week or next 2 weeks is PR 2 already. My group is in deep shit man. Yest climbed after school as usual. My contact lens has been creating problems. It caused discomfort in my left eye till i took it off in the afternoon yest. I've only used it for about 2 weeks seh. And its my last pair. I've no money to buy new pairs of contacts. Haiz. How man.

Today should be speed climbing training after school. Feel like running at 4pm, but if its hot, i'm not going to. Heh. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
9:09 AM

Was almost late on Thurs, but luckily the next bus came early. The mood to do work was gone on Thurs, so slacked thru the whole day. Had speed training after school. Hit the upper part of my shin against a tile during my first run. It hurts man. Haiz. Additional unecessary injury. Then after that sliced a small part of my palm on the road when belaying Im. Another additional unecessary injury.

Did smth wrong on Fri morning. Bad decision by me. Haiz. Didn't do work till the end of MP time. Played soccer after school. Bubble tea after that.

Found out that i'm fighting today at 8pm. Haiz. My ankle haven't fully recover, my shin still slightly swollen and got 2 minor wounds that hurt. I wonder how i'm gonna fight. Fighting against an NUS guy. Suddenly i feel like de ja vu, with the nervous feeling like before the PSK match. Just hope it'll be a better match. Till then. May TP Silat emerge victorious in the Silat IVP!

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12:30 AM

Some pics from the overnight on Fri night in school. Courtesy of Basic.

Woke up late on Mon. Went back to sleep after Subuh, but didn't set the alarm on my hp and my bro didn't wake me up, so reached school at 10am. So after 4 valid reasons, this time i was officially late. Damn. Can't afford to be late anymore. Went for climbing after school. Did so many push-ups till my chest hurts the next day. Heh. Tues was a good day. Did plenty of work on my project. Don't know why there's a sudden mood to do the work. Good man. If only its been like this from the start of MP i would have done a lot of work. Heh. If only... Went for floorball after school. Didn't get to play much. Haiz. But i guess in a way its good, cause my ankle still haven't fully recover. Went for bubble tea with Ahmad as usual. Drank 2 cups of bubble tea. And that affected my throat. Woke up at 4am this morning cause of running nose and dry throat. Turns out my father was watching the Italy vs Germany match, so i joined. And Italy won! Yeah! I hope Italy will win the World Cup. Scored 2 goals in the last 2 mins of extra time. And both are beautiful goals. Superb man.

So today started the day well by doing work again. Heh. Need to finish some tasks by Fri. And need to fill up my logbook. Cause its only been filled up till page 11. Heh. Climbing after school later. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:06 AM

On Thurs had to go for speed climbing selection, even though my ankle still hurts. Didn't do well. Slipped on the second route. Slacked at the rock gym after that before going home.

Packed my bag on Fri morning to overnite in school. Heh. In the afternoon it was brokeback time with Happy. Haha. Rode with him on his bike. Played soccer in the afternoon. I played really relaxed. Heh. Can't kick the ball with my right foot. Went to Adam's lab after that. Slacked till the Argentina vs Germany match. Damn it was a good match. The TCC was packed with people. Kekecohan man. We were so noisy. Haha. I supported Argentina, but what a waste, it was Germany who won. I hope they won't win the World Cup. Slacked again after that. Watched the first half hour of the Italy vs Ukaraine match. The TCC wasn't as full as the previous match, and not as noisy. By the half hour of the match, we were all stone-ing or sleeping, so we all decided to go back to the lab. I slept with half of them, while the other half DOTA-ed all night long. Don't understand what these people see in DOTA. Woke up at 10am. I went to lib alone to slack till noon. Went for floorball practice at noon. After practice went to meet her at lib. Went home after that, then went out to watch the floorball match between TP and NYP. Even though i'm in the team, i wasn't selected to play. So just watched the match. We drew 2-2. We could have won the game, but luck just wasn't on our side. So was the ref. Went to Bedok after that to watch my freind's silat match. Headed home after that. Watched the England vs Portugal match. I closed my eyes when the second half started, and when i opened my eyes it was already penalty shoot-out. Heh. Was so tired.

Today woke up at 1.15pm. Was so damn tired. Its like all the tired feeling of the whole week accumulated into one night. Heh. Missed kelas ugama, and missed my friends' silat matches today. So tired today. Gonna go out for a while later to buy bus consession. Till then. I need faster recovery.

Hanging There...
3:37 PM