Had a good day today. Went to Esplanade. So relaxing. Wish everyday was like this. But it isn't. So i'll be treasuring the time spent today. Wished we could have stayed a little longer. Or much longer.

I wonder if i have the patience to wait? I hope i do. I want to wait. Hope is all that i can cling on for now...

Hanging There...
12:58 AM

Had a chat at Bedok Reservoir. I spilled everything. Can't control my emotions. Guess this is really it. Really wish it didn't end. All the best in life.

I'll need some time to get back the usual self. I didn't know it would be so difficult.

Hanging There...
5:01 PM

Yest was the first time in my life i took a cab to school. F*** it. Wasted 6 bucks. Woke up early, but dilly-dally until i look at the clock and its already 8.30am, and i'm only in my boxers. So i rushed to get ready and flagged down a cab. Haiz. Waste money man. Went to TM with Happy, Fahmy, Yasir and 2 freshies from our course. Then Fahmy, Sidiq & me went to Levi's, where Fahmy & me bought a pair of jeans, each costing 25 bucks. Haha. What a bargain.

Today was finally on time. Slacked too much the whole day. Heh. Really need to start studying MySQL. Had lunch at Design with the normal ppl. Then had a heart-to-heart chat with Jack. Needed that. So we'll see how it goes. After school went for climbing as usual. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:25 PM

Can't believe two years have passed in poly. Time really flies. I don't even look like a third year. Haha. So first day of school was packed as usual. Met some of the freshies. MP is a drag man. Don't even know what i'm doing. The briefing was so damn boring. We even played a game during the briefing. Heh. Ate at Flavours @ ITAS today. Went for climbing in the afternoon. 3 freshies turned up. At 8.30pm, had PT. Guess the new committee's quite good. I relaized how weak i am after the PT. Got strains all over my body. Heh. Need to work out more. Hope i can wake up early tmr. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:12 PM

And so another chapter of my life ends and a new chapter starts. I guess i learn from experience and hope to become a better person. Thanx for everything.

Hanging There...
5:00 PM

Well. I've been feeling down on the inside these few days. Still waiting and will wait for a proper ans.

Anyways, from Wed to Fri was Week 0 Orientation for Engineering school. Its fun and i enjoyed myself as i always in these sort of events. The freshies however, sad to say, most of them were dull, and so was some of the mentors. And more disappointing that we didn't win the best school award. But its ok. Made a lot of new friends as usual. And it felt good to be hero of the night when i found a freshie's hearing aid which she lost in the sports hall on Thurs night. Haha. Lost my voice by Thurs night too. I definitely wanna become FA again next year. And Jam & Hop at the end of the orientation was great as usual, except that my mood changed tremendously after the second half of it. Haiz. I really wish things would work out...

Hanging There...
1:53 AM

I am sick! Love sick from missing someone too much! Feeling feverish. Bad timing to fall sick. Haiz. Need to overnite in school the next 3 nites and i'm sick. Haiz. Need to shout a lot of cheers and i'm sick with my throat hurting. Haiz. Need to occupy my mind to distract myself from missing my dear too much. Haiz.

Haiz.

Haiz.

Haiz.

I'm going crazy and falling sick from missing her!

Hanging There...
10:15 PM

Sunday was soccer day. Woke up late at noon. Went to Bedok Lib for a while. Went to play soccer with Zal & Co. first at court beside Shell at Tamp, then at street soccer court with Baby & co. and lastly at Pasir Ris with Aush & co. Reached home at 11pm. Showered and headed for Mail's house to watch Man U vs Arsenal ramai-ramai. Akram, Fair, Fee, Atai and Aush was there. Man U won 2-0. Woohooo! But Nistelrooy didn't perform. What happened to my idol man.

On Mon, went to collect my pay from working as a belayer at F. I. T. camp with Wak, Lajam, Ahmad & Fariz. Then headed to Pasir Ris interchange to go out with my friends from the Shanghai trip. Went to Downtown, then headed to Bugis where we ate at my father's shop, then went to Marina Square to play bowling. I went Bedok lib after that, and met my dear on the way home. Shagged. Walked a lot that day.

Today woke up so late at 1pm. I dun like waking up so late. Waste a lot of precious time. Dunno what i'm gonna do today. I wanna run and climb. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
1:10 PM

Been so busy this week. Went to school from Mon to Wed to finish up my group's presentation for the CDS subject. Stress sia. Anyways, we handed it up just in the nick of time at 5pm. Actually a few minutes late but we put it as 5pm. Heh. Hopefully we'll pass this one. On Wed went to Northpoint at Yishun with my dear. She treat me some stuff there. Wee. Heh. Thanx dear. Thurs was the actual presentation. It was alright i guess. At night was guys night out with my fellow sec school friends at Costa Sands Chalet. Had 2 1/2 hours of sleep. Then headed home on Fri morning for a while to get my bag to head for school for ETC. And i had to head home before Fri prayers to get my specs cause i forgot to bring them. So troublesome. Anyways, the first day was quite haphazard, and the mentors were so low on morale. The second day was better. Had 2 hours of sleep again. Reached home at 8pm just now. Feeling very sleepy. So i think i'll head for bed soon, after some Solitare Showdowns. Heh. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
9:31 PM

Ok i'm back yesterday night. Touch down at bout 10pm. My mother, sister and bro was at the airport to pick me up. So it has been a week in China, specifically Shanghai, Suchou and Hangchou. It has been a week of cold weather, of no perspiration at all, of not-so-great China dishes, of new friends, of being surrounded by only Chinese people, of taking thousands of photos, on top of many other things. Didn't really have time to shop a lot of things though. I kinda like the cold weather there, except that the air is so dry that my face is damn dry and my lips cracks and hurts so much that i can't laugh and smile properly. Overall it was an enjoyable trip and i don't mind going back there. The place is so big i have no idea at all how to get around there. There hotels were ok. The night scenery is really great, and some parts of Shanghai have modern night life, with clubs and exquisite boutiques. Enjoyed the company of my groupmates. The lifestyle over there is a whole lot different from here, and the China people speak very bad English over there. Heh. Missed Singapore food when i was there. Anyways it was a real good experience for me and i'm thinking of collecting money to go back there or elsewhere in the future. Travelling is fun man. Haha.

Anyways, today went to school to watch Rockamania for a while. Disappointed that i could'nt get any t shirt, and couldn't join cause i was still in Shanghai on 1 April. After that went to Marine Parade where she bought her stuff, and ate at a hawker centre nearby. It rained heavily when we headed back home. Played soccer at Mail's court in the late afternoon. Played PS2 at his house at night. Don't really have any plans for coming week. I just wanna climb as much as i can. Till then. I'm so sleepy. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:27 PM