Yesterday woke up late again. But luckily my OIC was late too. Haha. Me & Kok Wei reached there at 6.50am. My OIC Reach at 7am. She treated all 6 of us to prata. Haha. Had a decent breakfast. And having an early breakfast makes me go to the toilet in the morning. Haha. Work was ok. Was so sleepy. At the ned of the work, we chatted with her for a while before she sent 4 of us to Bedok in her car. Such a nice lady, my OIC. Very nice of her. We took home some of the free gifts. Haha. I took lots of pen. Haha. A laptop bag and some other stuff.

Went to rock gym after that. There was an internal comp. Did badly. Couldn't load on the green fin. Guess my finger strength is still not back yet. Haiz. Climbed a bit more before doing some static. Was disappointed to see a rift between one of the junior & freshie. Real disappointed. Haiz. Will the team ever be united... Reached home at 11.05pm. Stupid lock; i couldn't unlock my bike at the interchange. Spoilt lock. Dunno how i'm gonna bring my bike home. Went straight to sleep ofter showering.

Woke up at 11.40am. Phew. Feel like sleeping some more, but brought myself out of bed. Gonna meet Yasir at 2pm in school to study. Jeep asked to climb at SP. want to, but i'm feeling real tired and i have to study, so we'll see how. Most probably i won't be going. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
1:14 PM

On Sunday went to meet Rafi at Downtown. Supposed to meet at 2.15pm, but ended up bumping into Wir & Aush at int and meeting Rafi at 2.45pm. Checked in & slacked till Atai came. Played Winning 11 on Xbox for the first time. Haha. Wow Xbox seh.. Never touched one before. I think. Haha. Played till afternoon. More people came. The usual gang. Bbq-ed from evening till night. More Xbox. At night watched Do Re Mi a bit. Watched Bangkok haunted, but the cd was spoilt, & they ended up watching something that i don't watch. I sat outside & played 21 with Yo, Yed, Fair Rafi & Mail. Then the rest joined. Haha. And Mail & Rafi were shocked to see a finger emerging from a hole in the middle of the table. Hahahaha. The look on their faces was priceless. Cleared the place a little before everyone went back in the room. It was really jam packed with people. About 15 people more or less i think. Haha. Like sardine seh in the room. And Mizi kept aiyoh-ing through out the day. Haha. I ended up sleeping at the corridor towards the toilet on the floor. Haha. Everyone was flat out by 4+am. 6.30am on Monday morning was havoc, with some of them need to go school & elswhere. In the end only 6 of us Atai, Fair, Fee, Rafi, Malik & me were left. Slept till 10.15am before room service woke us up. We hastily showered & cleared everything & left. Had breakfast at McD before heading home. Was really enjoyable time with my sec schoolmate. Heart you guys man. Haha.

Headed school at 2.45pm. Met Juliana in the bus. We reached the rock gym and to my surprise it was closed & the rock wall was empty. Called Boon & he said there was no training this week. Shit man. Nobody informed me. Everyone else knew 'cause them came last week. Boon opened the gym & we climbed. I left at 6.15pm when a lot of people finally came. Damn. Passed Wir's keys which she left at the chalet before going to TP main bus stop to wait for my dear. Fell in & out of sleep. Heh. She finally came at 7.30pm. Went Sheng Siong at Loyang Point before heading home. Got a call from GMP. Working on Tues, which is today. Report at 6.30am. Damn thats early!

And today, Tues. Woke up late at 5.30am. Intended to meet Kok Wei at 5.45am, ended up meeting him at 6.05am. Reached Suntec Convention Centre at 6.40am. Met some TP students there. Heh. Work was ok. Event usherer. There was a conference going on throughout the day, & local and foreign bigshot businessmen were there. And they pay $3000 for the conference, and were are listening to the damn good fluent speaker for free because we are the ones ushering them in. Hahahaha. Power man. 'In today lives the life of tomorrow'. That's a damn 'chim' quote that i remembered. Haha. The job was actually quite interesting and fun, and get to meet some bigshot businessmen. finished work at 5.30pm. Met my dear at 7.50pm and went to Changi for dinner. Headed home after that.

Tomorrow have to work again. Last day i think. I don't think i need to come for the last day of the event on Thurs. Need to study for supp papers. Now i'm relying wholely on Yasir to get me the notes for the supp papers. Am really grateful towards his help. He's helped me numerous times. Appreciate him a lot man. Should treat him to lunch or something. Heh. Ok time to sleep or else i won't be able to wake up tomorrow morning. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:05 PM

On Fri afternoon after Fri Prayers met Happy, Yasir, Fahmy, Faizal, Fariz & Rahman & slack at library till 4pm. The Faizal & Rahman left & the ret of us went to play DOTA. I went to play it for the first time. Haha. Ok lah. Not so addictive to me. I don't have the urge to play again after i left the place. Ended up slacking & playing DOTA instead of studying for supp papers. Then at 8.15pm met my dear. Went to relax at Pasir Ris Park before heading home. Love her so much.
Yest just slack at home the whole day. Malik msged to play soccer at Town Park. I went but nobody was there. KNN. Silat at night.
Just now went to Jamiyah. Only got to know there's no class today when i reached the place. Haiz. Waste my time. Gonna meet Rafi & the rest later for a chalet. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
1:30 PM

Yesterday went to meet her on the way to school. Went to school to boulder. Just got my result just now. Shit man. Its my worst result ever. Worst. Like shit. Like me. Shit. Failed 3 subjects. I feel scared already now. Guess i'll forget about getting a job. I'll be broke through the sem. Gonna start studying today. Gonna try to pass at least Molgen & Medel. I suck man. Can't get a job. Deproved tremendously in climbing. Lazy at studies. Life's full of shit. I feel like giving up.

Intro BIE D
Molgen F
E Maths 3 C+
MCT F
Medel F
QE D
APEL2 P

Hanging There...
11:43 AM

Went my a camp organised by my course, the BIE Survivor Camp, from Mon to Wed. Was quite fun. The 6 Jahanam, the 6 Malay guys from BIE secondyears, were present (Bashey, Fahmy, Fadzli, Yasir, Happy, me). Faizal & Sidiq from first year were also there. We slept in our own tutorial room. Heh. Got to know some of the years ones better. The second night was eventful. There was supposed to be a campfire at Tembusu groove, but lightning was striking every, so all the production crew equipment and other stuff had to be rushed to shelter. Things were a bit haphazard, with people running around. In the end had the event at Blk 22, near TCC. Shards of Memories did well. Cannonz was an outstanding MC as usual. That night was disappointing. We headed for the Shipwreck & Design roof, but both the entrance was locked. Had a good breakfast of roti prata & roti john today before heading home. Reached home at 11am. Used the comp for a while before going to sleep till almost 7pm. Was flat out. Neither went for climbing training nor meet her.

Dear, if there's anything on your mind, could you please tell me, instead of just saying no mood, then cry it off. This is the second time already. Or is it because it would be a waste of time to tell me? Or i'd be of no help? It really makes me feel small & worthless you know. Cause i know i'm nothing more then a line in your book...

Hanging There...
8:14 PM

Yesterday went for OleOle. Didn't go for Sports Climbing Level 2 Course. Only four people went for it. Two of my team players didn't come, but luckily i got two replacements, with both players being a morale booster. We played the group stage first. Got two draws & a win, & the other two teams also got the same result. One team didn't turn up. So a penalty shoot-out decided who goes through to the next round. We lost the first shoot-out, but won the second, so we got through. We won the second round by penalty shoot-out again after a draw. My team keeper Rahman did a good job, and was scouted by a TP sports official. Congrats to him. We went on to the quarter finals, where we lost to an Indian team by 1-0. So disappointing to lose after going so far. Congrats to Team Carrom for making it that far. Haha. I'd like to say thanks to all the players for their contribution to the team. After the match went to meet my sweetheart. So sweet of her to pack an early dinner for me. Reached home at 7.30pm. Went to sleep at 8.30pm. Was so shagged.

Woke up at 9.30am today. Watch a rerun of Spongebob Squarepants while eating Milo cereal. Haha. So long since i watched S. S. Went out in the afternoon for a soccer match opposite Malik's house. Drew 1-1. Went home after that, thn went out again to Istighfar with Fair. Met Malik there. Malam Nisfu Syaaban. Reached home at 10.30pm. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:47 PM

Went climbing on Wed & Thurs afternoon. Disappointing. My finger strength is totally gone. Weak. Need to train my fingers. Lots of people came to the rock gym on Wed. Thurs was the total opposite. So few people came. Today went for a job application at Tanjong Pagar with Kok Wei. There was no job vacancy, so we were put on stand by. That's what u get for applying last minute. Thanks ah Kok Wei. Haha. Then went to eat at my Father's coffee shop at Bugis before he headed for school & i headed for Al-Ansar. Slept in the afternoon at home before going to my grandparent's place. Reached home at 9.30pm. Sleepy man. Dunno whether to go Sports CLimbing Level 2 Course tmr or not. OleOle is on at the same time. Well tmr is tmr's business, so tmr i will think. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
10:05 PM

On Sunday went Jamiyah in the morning as usual. After that went to McPherson to help my grandparents move their stuff to their new house there. Reached home in the evening feeling shagged.

Yesterday slacked through the day. My dear got a job and is earning a lot. And i'm sitting at home doing nothing. Need to get my lazy bum up and find a job. Met her after her work. Chilled at Starbucks with my dear, Nazia & her cousin. Went home after that.

Today. Planned to climb but didn't. Went to Sim Lim at 3.30pm. Then met my dear at 6pm. Went to relax at Changi beach. Really enjoyed my time with her. And i love it when i win at Scissors Paper Stone. Hehe. Its been so fast. Well, i'm happy with my life right now, except that i'm haven't got a job, haven't studied for supp paper, haven't... ok i'm not so happy with my life right now, but i'm happy i have her by my side. She's my sunshine. Hehe. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
11:51 PM

Well yesterday gave up on MCT. Just did what i know and walked out of the examination hall within half an hour. Met Yasir, Kahar, Syed & my dear at interchange before heading for Climb Adventure at Tanjong Pagar. Earlier that day met Lat & Fariz and went Climbasia to collect our prize, which is a basket of Gigabyte chalk & $40 Climbasia entry fee voucher. Kinda pathetic but no matter. Met Some of the frehies at Climb Adv. Climbed till 7.30, then had to meet my father to go somewhere.

Today met my dear and went to Bugis to buy something. Enjoyed my time with her. Reached Climbasia at 5pm. Climbed till 8pm only. My hand wasn't really pumped, but my finger strength is out. Haiz. Need to train more. Till then. Adios.

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10:23 PM

Wooooooooooohooooooooooooo! Just checked the Climbasia website! My team won the Climb on! school team category! Third place! Yeahyeah! 19965 points. Wow. I'm close to tears man. Tears of joy. Feeling jubilant. Yeahyeah! First time i've won anything since joining rock climbing. Finally, i've got an achievement in this sport. Man... So extremely happy tonite. Today is a happy day. Yeah man. Thanks to NILF climber for achieving this . NILF- Nad, Idris, Lat & Fariz.
Yeahyeah! Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
12:15 AM

Damn this sem is difficult. All four papers are difficult. Even Maths. Haiz. Only confident of passing Maths. Given up on MCT paper tmr. Haiz. My worse sem yet. I'm gonna prepare early for MCT supp paper.

Alright. Enough of exams. Today feeling happy. Medical Electronics was doable i guess. With a bit of luck i can pass. Then went out with my dear to Town. Ate at LJS before watching The Longest Yard at Cineleisure. Damn great funny movie man. Haha. Worth the money. Enjoyed my time with her. Then at 7.30pm reached school. Met Wak & some other Mecha friends. Ended up playing Dodgeball with Fariz n Wak instead of studying for MCT. Haha. Was fun.

Tmr intending to leave early from MCT paper & go climbing at Climb Adv.
Love you dear.
Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
9:48 PM

Well the study week is over. Slacking week more like it. Went to school from Mon to Fri. Yest stayed at home the whole day. Today stayed home after going to Jamiyah. Slacked thru the day yest. Finally snapped that today is the last day and studied thru the afternn just now. Really hope i can make it thru this sem without repeating any subjects. MCT is a killer man!

Targets

E. Maths 3 B

Medical Electronics D+

Molecular Genetics C

Intro BIE D+

MCT A Freaking Pass Is A Miracle!!

APEL Pass

Lets hope for the best. Love my Dear. Till then. Adios.

Hanging There...
6:43 PM