27 April - Early in the morn at 4am i woke up. I had difficulty breathing, as if my trachea was filled with phlegm or my lungs got no space to expand in my body. I suddenly thought; is this what it feels like to die? To be at the brink of death, when your breath is taken away from you slowly. I suddenly got myself thinking bout my family, bout her, bout all my friends. Got out of my bed and helped myself to a warm cup of water. Saw in the mirror that my eyes was slightly swollen and very red. Went back to bed after drinking. When i lied down it felt worse, so i sat up for while before finally lied down and sleep. It was a very scary experience for me. Maybe its a reminder from God that i should really taubat, not to take things for granted. I love my family, Yanah, my sec school friends and poly friends! And i woke up with very swollen eyes. But it subsided in the afternoon. So played soccer as usual. Then headed to Changi campsite at night for camp briefing. Went home for a while after midnight cos my mother bought tomyam noodles. Heh.

28-30 April - Had camp at Changi campsite for Kranji Pri. Camp was alright i guess. Was the campfire emcee. And 100+ parents camp. Wahlau. Then the principal came to me and said he expect the campfire to be good cos there's lots of parents. Pressure seh. But the campfire was alright i guess. On Wed after the camp, went home to sleep for a while. Then played soccer. After that, met up with Mail and gang for Rafi's birthday surprise. Happy 21st birthday to Rafi! Had pizza from Pizza Hut. Ate the food at Pasir Ris Park. Then watched Ironman at the Cathay at Downtown at 1.30am. Woohoo. Nice movie.

1 May - Went out with my parents and bro after Zohor. My sis didn't follow cos she was working. Treatd my family to watched The Forbidden Kingdom at TM. After that went to eat at Haji Kadir before going home. Went out in the evening to the Singapore Flyer to meet Yanah and the other two couple. Took the Singapore Flyer ride. Nothing spectacular bout it actually. And its so expensive, but i guess its all about the company we're with that makes the ride fun. Ate at Lau Pa Sat before heading home.

2 May - Went to Ghufran for Fri prayers. Slacked in school till 5pm. Played soccer till bout 9pm. Then joined Hazim and gang at the IMT/MET camp. The crowd was kinda great, so i took the mic and talked some crap. And suddenly i was the emcee for the performance night. Haha. But it was fun. Then had the night walk. A lot of people grabbed me at 18-6 seh. Heh. And someoone called the whole thing off. But putting that aside, it was quite a good night walk. Slacked for a while after that in Atomic, before deciding to go home at bout 5am. Heh.

3May - Woke up at noon. Missed the Camelot meeting. Played soccer at Whitesands Pri at bout 3.15pm. It was blazing hot man. Went to school to join them for debrief and helping them pack up. Slacked in Atomic again before the few of us went to have late dinner at Techno before going home.

And today. Went to Jamiyah in the morn. Then went to pick up Yanah to accompany her to a clinic in Simei. Played soccer at Coral Pri, then continued at Mail's court. Tired seh. No idea what i'm gonna do tmr. Most prob go to school and slack. Heh. Till then. Adios.

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