Rewang at Supiyanto's sis's wedding just now. Then went for Zal's match, where we drew 4-4. Scored a goal. It was fun playing in the mud. Haha.

Anyways, i wanna describe my ideal girl. Lets list down the traits of my ideal girl in one sentence. She has to have a good personality, decent but not nerdy, looks pretty (to me), humourous, hardworking, smart, sweet, spontaneous, knows her religion, caring, trustworthy, sporty, have a good dress sense, and i have to be taller then her. Haha. Is that too much to ask for? Heh. But i actually met a girl who has all these traits that i look for in a girl, and more. It didn't take long for me to fall for her. Who wouldn't; she's just so very sweet and beautiful to me. My feelings for her just grew and grew. But i guess i got carried away with my feelings, and rushed things, just like before. Good thing she slowed down the pace. I tried to win her heart, but unfortunately i totally suck when it comes to this sort of things. And also due to recent circumstances that happened, she needed time. A lot of time. Haiz. And now, i try to stop thinking of her too much, because it just seem hopeless, and i give up for the time being. But i miss her a lot. Am i supposed to miss her? And now when i see her, i seem to have a temporary loss of words to say, my mind seems to be blank when i see her. Oh man. What the hell is happening to me.. How man? Haiz..

Hanging There...
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